jiwaku kacau

klas blom lagi start but aku dat start rase bahang nak losing my mind...all this past 2 weeks of sem break, i didn't do anything drastic for my project paper...DAMNED!!!!xtaw nape otak x function like it suppose to and my body keep on aching like i've been sleeping on a pile of rocks for all this while....SHITla...wondering whether due to that "thing"...all this while my life is ok...i can stay focus...but recently after everything that going on in ma life...my wall already deteriorating...God give me strength and guidance...if the "thing" is meant to be then make it less painful...ish...=(...i really need to pull myself back together....i really do...